American Day Dream

American Day Dream
Biblis painting
Boulevard des Capucines
Charity painting
He ought to have had one of you!' she cried. `I think I ought to make him even now! You would be better for him than - I don't know what I'm saying! O! O!' ¡¡¡¡They went up to her and clasped her round, but still her sobs tore her. ¡¡¡¡`Get some water,' said Marian. `She's upset by us, poor thing, poor thing!' ¡¡¡¡They gently led her back to the side of her bed, where they kissed her warmly. ¡¡¡¡`You are best for 'n,' said Marian. `More ladylike, and a better scholar than we, especially since he has taught 'ee so much. But even you ought to be proud. You be proud, I'm sure!' ¡¡¡¡`Yes, I am,' she said; `and I am ashamed at so breaking down!' ¡¡¡¡When they were all in bed, and the light was out, Marian whispered across to her-- ¡¡¡¡`You will think of us when you be his wife, Tess, and of how we told 'ee that we loved him, and how we tried not to hate you, and did not hate you, and could not hate you, because you were his choice, and we never hoped to be chose by him.' They were not aware that, at these words, salt, stinging tears trickled down upon Tess's pillows anew, and how she resolved, with a bursting heart, to tell all her history to Angel Clare, despite her mother's command - to let him for whom she lived and breathed despise her if he would, and her mother regard her as a fool, rather than preserve a silence which might be deemed a treachery to him, and which somehow seemed a wrong to these. ¡¡¡¡ ¡¡¡¡Chapter 32¡¡¡¡ This penitential mood kept her from naming the wedding-day. The beginning of November found its date still in abeyance, though he asked her at the most tempting times. But Tess's desire seemed to be for a perpetual betrothal in which everything should remain as it was then.